why in this time

............................. realy dont know what to say or how to feel im hurt I cry, i feel pain.  but in human .you ask why im crying because im hurt only humans dont have emotion only humans dont feel pain ,only humans dont have remorse .but im human I feel that . watch you tell me later on that there was nothing you can do and you think thats whats best and you dont want to do this now . I knew it was coming . calm me down for  minute,second .time runs out ..................... dead ................... dead............. dead .