one specific person

I cant stand what that one specific person does ......its just that one specific person. you know you that one specific when you feel some type of way if you reading this ......one specific person . shame on you , you one specific person you have no heart, you one specific .how can you sleep at night ,you one specific person . how do you live everyday ,you one specific person

the boys

get high,fuck a bunch of girls and then cry on top of the world hope you have the time of you life

nicki

dam my sunday night

shit happen but all i can think about all night long while sitting with three strangers was how much I love you .being forced to not talk  somebody you love aint cool . Its been a day since I talk to you and its the most hardest things ever I dont thing I would be able to go through this :( I didnt ask for that.

I cant lie

I must have been a fool
To love you so hard for so long
So much stronger than before
But so much harder to move on

And now the bitter chill of the winter
Still blows through me like a plague
Only to wake up with an empty bed
On a perfect summer day

My world just feels so cold
And you find yourself
Walking down the wrong side of the road

I can't lie, you're on my mind
Stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead, yeah
I just die so much inside
Now that you're not there
I wanna feel your heartbeat like yesterday

I never did my best to
Express how I really felt
And now that I know exactly what I want
You found somebody else

My world just feels so cold
And you find yourself
Walking on the wrong side of the road

I can't lie, you're on my mind
Stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead, yeah
I just die so much inside
Now that you're not there
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday

My world just feels so cold
And I find myself
Thinking about the things I could have done
And it warms my soul
When you let me know
I'm not the only one

I can't lie, you're on my mind
Story inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead, yeah
I just die so much inside
Now that you're not there
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday
m5

just a feeling

I watched you cry
Bathed in sunlight
By the bathroom door
You said you wished you did not love me anymore

You left your flowers in the backseat of my car
The things we said and did have left permanent scars
Obsessed depressed at the same time
I can't even walk in a straight line
I've been lying in the dark no sunshine
No sunshine
No sunshine

She cries
This is more than goodbye
When I look into your eyes
You're not even there
It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have, oh yeah

Cause I can't believe that it's over

You've hit your low
You've lost control and you want me back
You may not believe me but I gave you all I had
Undress confess that you're still mine
Roll around in a bed full of tears
I'm still lying in the dark no sunshine
No sunshine
No sunshine

She cries
This is more than goodbye
When I look into your eyes
You're not even there

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

No I can't believe that it's over now
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

So much to say
It's not the way she does her hair
It's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes
And in my darkest day when she refused to run away
From love she tried so hard to save

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

I can't believe that it's over
I can't believe that it's over
Now I can't believe that's it's over, yeah
maroon 5

sweetest goodbye

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home?
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel ,feel feel

why in this time

............................. realy dont know what to say or how to feel im hurt I cry, i feel pain.  but in human .you ask why im crying because im hurt only humans dont have emotion only humans dont feel pain ,only humans dont have remorse .but im human I feel that . watch you tell me later on that there was nothing you can do and you think thats whats best and you dont want to do this now . I knew it was coming . calm me down for  minute,second .time runs out ..................... dead ................... dead............. dead .

him...........just him

It just seems like every time gets harder and harder. why am I doing this to myself .its like a bitter sweet feeling. I love it but at the same time its hurting .i dont know what to do i know its wrong but it feels so right . I hope it is sooner then later I cry all the time I dont want to. to be honest I just wish I didnt love him anymore because it is just to hard to love him but not being able to love him the way I was suppose to ,the way that I adapted to , the way I was born to .pretty much ? I think ? it all just cam so naturally like a arm growing to some ones body you can help it ,its just there you cant break it away or rip it off . its just .......... there like my love for him

my night

while hes looking for for another im looking for him,him to realize who WE are

This right here this is my everything i love this boy to death and nothing will change that this is why it is so hard for me today he was not only my lover he was my bestfriend, my soul mate and my world love people and nobody would never know. the 3 years i spent with him was the best 3 years EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but we still live to this day and he is who made me stronger and he is who shaped me into who I am today and he is who changed my life for the rest of my life.

my life life

today is a really hard day for me because it is somebodies birthday that I really really care about and really love and i cant show them.only god and me knows how much i love him and its not just no little type of love its that love love that cant get out of your head that love that have you waking up in the middle of the night thinking about them , that hurt love , the love where you cant take it no more the love when you know everything would be ok when you with that person. this has been the longest 6 months for me and everyday gets harder and hared .I thought it was suppose to get easier.WELL ITS NOT