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I been happy lately . I haven't been keeping up with my blog because I got the man of my dreams :) everybody has there ups and downs but its left to the people whether or not they want to continue with it ,whether or not do they love each other that much to stay around ,whether or not its they want to work on it , whether or not they are worth holding on to and we are one in a few that is like that .Even thought we have our ups and downs we are good .Actually we are GREAT ! we argue about stuff here and there but what couple dont .im just happy I have him in my life and and he is the one person I dont want to live without .

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my life has been ok.there has been a couples of things i dont really like but im ok with it.I wish that things would be better,he just dont understand . but this one is for you

one specific person

I cant stand what that one specific person does ......its just that one specific person. you know you that one specific when you feel some type of way if you reading this ......one specific person . shame on you , you one specific person you have no heart, you one specific .how can you sleep at night ,you one specific person . how do you live everyday ,you one specific person

the boys

get high,fuck a bunch of girls and then cry on top of the world hope you have the time of you life

nicki

dam my sunday night

shit happen but all i can think about all night long while sitting with three strangers was how much I love you .being forced to not talk  somebody you love aint cool . Its been a day since I talk to you and its the most hardest things ever I dont thing I would be able to go through this :( I didnt ask for that.

I cant lie

I must have been a fool
To love you so hard for so long
So much stronger than before
But so much harder to move on

And now the bitter chill of the winter
Still blows through me like a plague
Only to wake up with an empty bed
On a perfect summer day

My world just feels so cold
And you find yourself
Walking down the wrong side of the road

I can't lie, you're on my mind
Stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead, yeah
I just die so much inside
Now that you're not there
I wanna feel your heartbeat like yesterday

I never did my best to
Express how I really felt
And now that I know exactly what I want
You found somebody else

My world just feels so cold
And you find yourself
Walking on the wrong side of the road

I can't lie, you're on my mind
Stuck inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead, yeah
I just die so much inside
Now that you're not there
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday

My world just feels so cold
And I find myself
Thinking about the things I could have done
And it warms my soul
When you let me know
I'm not the only one

I can't lie, you're on my mind
Story inside my head
I wanna feel your heart beat for me instead, yeah
I just die so much inside
Now that you're not there
I wanna feel your heart beat like yesterday
m5

just a feeling

I watched you cry
Bathed in sunlight
By the bathroom door
You said you wished you did not love me anymore

You left your flowers in the backseat of my car
The things we said and did have left permanent scars
Obsessed depressed at the same time
I can't even walk in a straight line
I've been lying in the dark no sunshine
No sunshine
No sunshine

She cries
This is more than goodbye
When I look into your eyes
You're not even there
It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have, oh yeah

Cause I can't believe that it's over

You've hit your low
You've lost control and you want me back
You may not believe me but I gave you all I had
Undress confess that you're still mine
Roll around in a bed full of tears
I'm still lying in the dark no sunshine
No sunshine
No sunshine

She cries
This is more than goodbye
When I look into your eyes
You're not even there

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

No I can't believe that it's over now
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

So much to say
It's not the way she does her hair
It's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes
And in my darkest day when she refused to run away
From love she tried so hard to save

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

It's just a feeling
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have
Just a feeling
Just a feeling that I have

I can't believe that it's over
I can't believe that it's over
Now I can't believe that's it's over, yeah
maroon 5